When I started writing this blog, I did it to get the word out about my two previous missions to Kenya. My first being in August 2009, and the most recent in August 2010. Since my first blog post, I have gone off on other topics. They've actually been topics that are uncomfortable for me, and I have attempted to explain a positive side to them and a Biblical explanation for things I don't fully understand. That's exactly what I try to do when things get difficult. I think about how much pain Jesus endured for each one of us as He hung from the cross, and how whatever I'm going through at that time does not even compare to what He went through for us. I also try to always remember that everything happens for a reason. Even when I don't know what is going on in my life and feel like I'm lost, God always has a plan.
I don't think it's possible for me to even try to explain the joy I feel when I am in Kenya, and especially when I'm with the children at Mama Hellen's Rehabilitation Center. My "other mother" (my best friend's mom) told me that she thinks some people have geographical soulmates, and that I had found mine in Kenya. I must say, I agree! I truly feel that Kenya is where I am supposed to be - that God has called me to go there for various reasons, some I'm not even aware of yet. It isn't necessarily just because of where on the map Kenya is that makes it so special to me...it's the people!!! I have met people who literally have nothing, yet are so incredibly grateful to God for life! Although Kenya is one of the poorest countries in the world, they are rich in community, compassion, and faith!
I've seen both the most heart-breaking and the most heart-warming things I have ever been blessed enough to witness while I've been in Kenya. And it's all thanks to my Savior, Jesus Christ. The Lord has led me to Kenya twice already with such clear purpose, and I can honestly say, I don't think He's done! After I graduate from UNCW (hopefully in December 2011), I fully intend on pursuing a long-term mission in Kenya working with those precious children I love! A lot can change between now and then, but I have faith that the Lord will lead me where He wants me to go. I ask that my family and friends will continue to pray for me and whatever God has in store for the future! I am so excited to see where He takes me, even if it isn't where I think!
Jeremiah 29:11 - "'For I know the plans I have for you,' declares the Lord, 'plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.'"
